Monday, April 12, 2010

Jealousy

Just got an email from Carrie, Daniel's engaged. He's going to be a daddy.
Why does this upset me so much, I don't want him, I don't care about him. But how dare he find happiness. It broke my heart walking in on them together like that. I suffered so why should he get everything he's ever wanted now, loving wife and child. Here I am alone and dateless.
How is it fair, how does Karma square this off. I must either have something amazing coming or I did something terrible to deserve this.
No I am not going to let this get me down, let it hurt me. I am still an amazing person and I'll find some measure of happiness.
I hope he gets everything he deserves

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